Let Down
I failed today. Like complete epic failure . I couldn't even stay the whole church service. I was 78 seconds away from a complete meltdown and tantrum of "heavenly" proportions and the last thing I wanted was people to see it. && I only had about 76 seconds to get to my car before it opened up. Ya'll ever been on the brink of a meltdown and don't even remember how you got home? That was me today. I stumbled in my house eyes stinging and chin quivering then went for something I haven't touched since I was 8 weeks pregnant last year and still filled with hope, love, and excitement.... The "Baby Bear" onesie and the little bear cub shoes we bought. The one thing we got to celebrate our growing bundle of joy. It would have been the first of many. But it ended up being the only . Today I felt like nothing but a complete let down . I'm supposed to be strong , positive , and a role model through this trial and t